Lindsay

WHY THE HELL DOESNT ANYONE USE THIS JOURNAL ANYMORE? ITS A MILLION TIMES BETTER THAN THE DUMBEST PIECE OF SHIT IN THE WORLD CALLED MYSPACE. THIS IS ACTUALLY A REALLY SMART WAY FOR FRIENDS OF OLD TO SEE WHATS BEEN GOIN ON WITH THEIR FRIEND'S LIVES. MAKES SENSE TO ME ANYHOW. JUST SEEMS TO ME THAT LIVEJOURNAL IS A LONG LOST INVENTION.

TO ME.. MYSPACE WAS MADE FOR PEOPLE WANTING TO MEET PEOPLE. THATS PERFECTLY FINE.

WHATEV.

LA LA LA...I NEED TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO PUT MY DIGITAL CAM PICS ON HERE SO THAT PEOPLE CAN SEE HOW INCREDIBLY CUTE MY PUPPY IS! SHE IS THE MOST ADORBALE THING IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD! WELL...SHES THE 2ND. MIKE ALWAYS COMES FIRST =)

I HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH EVERYONE..

MERCI.

HEY EVERYBODY...OR ANYBODY:

guessss what?!

i got a new job! HOORAY!

fuck the OB. =)

i got a puppy!

her name is KALI. she is a chiweenie!

We <3 her!

HHHEEEAAATTTHHHEEERRR....dude holla at me sometime.. i miss ya.

thats all for now ..

merci.

I know the holidays are stressful what with shopping for gifts and going in debt because of it. err but its only once a year and im thankful for that. i might be getting a puppy soon. really excited due to the fact that i have never had one. its almost the time to be overwhelmed with celebration... 1 year in 9 days :) i hope everyone is doing well.

wow, this is so wierd. feels like im in high school writing in this old thing. heh. seems so very long ago and well i guess it kinda was. reminds me of old friends gone by. btw. id like to send a shout uot to heather and liz..my apologies for drifting from you guys. a lot is goin on. my big bro is getting married in a few days. its shocking. still hasnt set in. its awkward that my 22nd is coincidently on the night of their wedding rehersal/dinner. hmm. it gonna be a 16 candles of an event! hoorah.

ive lost a friend. come to think of it, i lost this friend a loooong time ago. feels good to get it out. i am so unbeleivably better off. sigh of relief. ahhh.

!!today makes 11 months!!

anyway.. if any old peeps still out there... holla.

How is everyone? Hope all is well. Sorry to heather for crapping out on our plans =( CAn you ever forgive my stoopid ass?!

Its been soo long.. the memories of this journal come rushing back to me.

HOW HAS EVERYONE BEEN?

Things are excellent.

5 days until TSL.

If anyone still uses this site and is at all interested in catchin up.. my digits are as follows.. 2467848.

Hope all is well and nobody has deceased.

Pass on the love.

"Worst December"

It’s a big mistake
50 days, 3 months away
I’d be laughing today
But your voice on the phone gives me no reason
Don’t take from me
My heart is barely beating
Don’t take from me
I’m falling down

All I want to do is lie in bed with you
All I really ever need is you
All I got to do is give up all I have to be with you

It’s a different day
1500 miles away
Why would you want to stay?
So take a look around

All I want to do is lie in bed with you
All I really ever need is you
All I got to do is give up all I have to be with you

All I want to do is to be close to you
All I want to do is to be next to you
All I want is you to give up all we had to be
I can’t remember why I’m here
If you’d let me spend my life with you

December’s gone
It came and went
All I really need is you
I’m waiting here for you
December’s gone
It came and went

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Warped is upon us.. hooray for that!

all work and no play makes for a cranky and unhappy lindsay.

nah im just playin..but i am excited. that is if in fact i can get off work and all that jazz.

adrienne's birthday is coming up..and i doubt i will update any nearer to it than this.. so Happy Birthday to the hoe!

=)

i would like the record to show that i am apparently a "bad influence" to the people i claim to be my friends..and thats apparently why i dont have any -or something like that.

what a crock of shit!

Fuck certain religions/cults!

Fuck stupid-ass moms!

Fuck ignorance!

Fuck ****!

and last but not least...

Fuck the police!.... oh wait! i already am =) teehee

la la la anyway.. i am done.. needed to release some tension.. its all good now.

later dudes.

Long time no write thinks i.. the reason ur pondering? i have been working my ass off.. it is now concave. heh nah im just playin. i have been workin a lot tho.. seven days this week. it sucks when u owe the parentals money for a sexy POS car. oh well. im not sure how i ever was able to take money from them.. its terrible knowing that i actually need them for somethings... i cant wait to be on my own.

In other news..
apparently i was glowing earlier..just talking about him does that to me. im ecstatic when it comes to jason. he shall be turning the big 22 as of 12:01.. and i will be waking his ass up to tell him so. anyone who can put up with me like he does just totally rocks my world.. and in oh so many ways. teehee.

just found out that K got to see sugarcult before me..asshole.. nah i luv ya =) thats awesome.. wish i couldve seen wm with ya.. theres always warped coming up.

i gotta urinate..

later all.
=)

so its been a while..

two seconds away from prostituting myself for money.. i need $2600 asap. i have none. this puts both a damper on my apartment this summer as well as on my budget for the blink concert this weekend. but i will find a way..i have no other choice.

im going to be working 7 days a week until i can get my car back. i miss it like crazy! breaking down in the middle of nowhere sucks ass. thanks to adrienne i had a ride into somewhere. thanks pal!

im really excited about the concert even with the lack of money.. i think its exactly what chantay and i need to get ourselves out of our bad places on our lives right now. both having bad places for tottally different reasons. but reasons nonetheless.

seems as tho the apartment idea has been pushed back as a result of loss of money on both mine and her part. its all good tho... lorien is moving in with us so its going to be awesome. three girls livin it up- rock on!

in the love scene... things couldnt be better.. well they could be at this very second.. im going to be going thru serious withdrawls for 10 days... hes going to connecticut and since i have no car i cant see him bedore he goes on thursday..plus we both work. oh well.

last class of the semester is tomorrow.... then i will be done and can work even more. if that is in fact possible. i dont think i can work enuf to get the money i need but im gonna try. i tried to see how much i can make in a week and multiply it by how many weeks it will take and so on and it doesnt look good.

maybe ill get myself into something illegal. snoogans.

what i plan to do is work and concentrate on the concert this weekend.. its going to kick ass.. the trip up is gonna be cool and the show will make me cream my pants which is always a huge plus! woohoo =)

well thats all for now kiddos... later \m/

2 days til Mest...trying to hold in the orgasm until thursday. i got my blink ticket and may just wont come soon enuf =) things have been well.. this weekend however will turn that all around.. i am not going to be able to spend any time with jason on our 6 months. fuck that. all i ever do is work.. work, work, work...but it is all for a good cause..moving out this summer. cant wait. sad news... my car is in the shop for three days and im going crazy...i miss it. asshole who rear-end people suck my ass. that is all.

so many things..not enough of them importnant i suppose. oh well.

i actually like work now, now that Dick is no longer there and that i make more money. kinda rocks.

jason and i have been ecstatically together for 5 months now. congrats to the gayness.

school is sucky as per usual but it will eventually be over for a while so i can not wait for that altho it is still a ways off.

when im not at work or school im ususally out and about if i can be. got the terrific oppurtunity to have a nice lunch with heather the other day. and getting along with people from work is a new and different concept for me. its cool.

going to see story of the year and linkin park this thursday..hooray =)

thats all for now and remember...nobody likes a mr. sniffels.

its so nice when i dont work..but i work tonight. it is my third day training and hopefully it will be cool. didnt go to class today becuz it is a waste of my time. i will go tomorrow.. and whether i go to my history one tomorrow night just depends.. i really need to set my priorities, becuz they are totally out of whack. my heart takes presedent over what i should do. oh well. i really miss some people these days... really sucks. im surrounded by bad influences heh.. trying new things. lol. for those who havent noticed.. its getting hotter out! we all know what that means... beach time! hooray =). lets here it for big losers!! anyway..im awfully tired which sucks ass becuz i have to close at work tonight..damn the man! ah well.. hope everyone is doing swell..later all.

today was nice. had classes in the A.M. and then went shopping. met up with chantay and blake. shopped some more with myself. it was cool. bought some shit i dont need. tomorrow will make it 4 months that jason has been stuck with me. makes for a very happy me. planning to surprise him tomorrow. gonna be wonderful. (like him)
we are SO gay and it makes me sick. heh. i dont work til thursday which is fabulous. cant wait to finally be making more money.. as of thursday i start training for to-go. im kinda excited. i bought two cds today.. i think im a junkie. no more cds for lindsay. story of the yeah and stroke 9. both great. i miss my K =( . things are going pretty decently these days-knock on wood. i had dinner with heather the other night which was cool; hadnt seen her in a loooong time. i hope all is well with everyone.

later all.

guess whos going to go see linkin park?!

thats right-ME!

jason and i are going. its gonna be great. im excited.

i have a lot of things coming up that i need to request off from work.. AFI is coming up, the linkin park concert, possibly simple plan/sugarcult/mxpx at UCF, and jasons graduation...daaaamn. but i am quite ecstatic about it all though.

kay might be coming down this weekend and she better!

anyone want to partake in a trip to the beach?! im anxious to go..heh.

la la la thats all for now.

wow i dont know why i keep this thing. i never update and when i occasionally do its about assanine shit that no one cares enuf to take the time to read about. oh well. its giving me somehting to do right now. today was my sixth day in a row working and now i have a three day break which is superb. im going to the beach tomorrow and am ecstatic about it. however, my beach towell is in blake's car. hmm.. ill find another i suppose. i went to the beach two nights ago and it was nice but a little on the chilly side. no matter tho cuz i had jason to keep me warm =) matt was supposed to be coming home today.. also supposed to call me but kind of glad he didnt. heh. classes start soon.. hoorah for that shit. its a never ending cycle. oh well. i watched my simple plan dvd today and almost wet myself. almost tho.. afterall it wasnt the starting line. =) i realized that i work with someone who looks quite similiar to pierre. its a wonderful thing. oh man. today i learned something interesting. anyone who knows me at all knows that i love the band rooney. i dont know of anybody else who is a fan or has even heard them let alone like them except a few people thru me.. byt anywho.. bobby from work came up to me today and was all like yeah so i bought this cd the other day and its pretty awesome.. and it was rooney. i was like what the fuck?! how do u know about them. i mean its great but there not exactly in the public eye or antyhing. i forget how he said he heard of them but i found it rather amusing. we also talked about dashboard.. i thought of adrienne and laughed my ass off. dude she soo should have been there on halloween. hahaha. i love how i ramble on and on and on and on.. i bought the BEST movie tonight! it has ewan mcgregor in it and is sooooo great. its called nightwatch and i reccomend everyone see it becuz it is just that good. do it. heh.so i think im gonna go take my own advice and go watch it now. later all.

"What can I say? I'll bite my tongue again today. What can I do when I feel so stupid over you? I wish they'd just go ahead and cut it off. And, I don't wanna work anymore cause sometimes I just can't ignore the way I feel when I see you smile. And someday I'll just shut my eyes and maybe then you'll realize... I'm just a fucking geek in love with you. When's the right time to use a stupid pick up line? "So how's the weather? Do you wanna spend the night together?" I know that you are just a girl but in my eyes you rule the world. I just thought I'd let you know... you're my best friend and that's ok, but I wanna see you night and day, and wake up holding you right by my side. I've said my peace so now I'll run and hide... I'd bring you candy and flowers, sit by the phone for hours... sing a song outside your window just if you would let me know. No more waking up lonely, will you be my one and only? Please let me know right now cause I'm not gonna live forever."

another day almost gone by..

i have accomplished almost nothing.. worked early and then came home and have been doing pretty much nothing since. its so awesome. right.

tomorrow i took nathans shift so thatll be superb.

my dads birthday is tuesday. i work.

im counting down the days til jacksonville. im so ready.

i need to come up with something fabulous to get jason for christmas..not that i need to.. i want to. he deffinitely deserves something wonderful.

went for a drive on friday night after work.. =)

im so gay.

"..with christmas upon us, its time to be honest, follow my dreams and to face a life of delusion and gender confusion that no longer will be the case..."

"..its christmas and i want everything, i just cant wait..i want a girl in my bed who knows what to do, a playstation 2.."

wonderful christmas songs.

i have to do all my christmas shopping REALLY soon. i usually do it when we go to jax. but this year we arent even going until christmas eve! damn the man.

i want cookies.

hmm..

later all.

lesbians rock!

chantay and i are... spending the night together.

u all wish u were having as much fun as we are..

muhahahahaha!

that is all.

thanks adrienne =)

school is over-hooray.

winter break is upon us.

i need to sign up for my classes for the spring.

damn the man.

i have nothing significant to say.

that is all.